5th of july

tonight i am celebrating at the smith's house, but i guess for me it does'nt seem much like celebrating. i love the smith's with all of my heart but they can be really sexist by way of wrongfull upbringing, with stupid man power and dad power crap. it infuriates me to no end. there is no difference, or rather, there is a difference but not in the pretenses they make. not in the fricking power department. i also can't stand being ordered around in places where my opinion apparently means nothing. so i am here, instead of outside where the burning images and sounds of screaming fireworks and suppositions was giving me the biggest headache. that's just me, and i don't aim to change for the likes of an unfair world.