today

today i got into outdoor school!! week 3, which is not exactly what i wanted, but it was my second choice, and there is like a 2% chance that unnamed email buddie may have that week too. i miss my katieness! she's still sick! my friends make me really happy and hyper, and she is one of the top on the hyperating list. we hang out. but i guess she's sick. anyway, i did really well on my apush practice thingie, with not spelling errors and it sounded really good. i read valadi's, and i felt so bad because i am honest in these matters. it either sounds good or not, is written right or not. art is an interpreting process. it is good to some and probably not to others. i am nice in art critiques, for the most part. but this is fact, and so i was brutal. i just told the truth. i was confusededed!!! there was lots of random, unconnected puritan, quaker, and pilgrim stuff. werent the pilgrims puritans?! maybe i'm off or something. what else happened today. i got bit by ryan in art. oh well, that's just ryan. last night i drew a pretty good person, but she didn't look like me, which is probably good, cause i'm hop'in i'm prettier than she is. i got an email from topher and had to respond twice because the computer deleted it before i could send (and i do mean right before). i think i need some fun. i'm being more depressed the past few days, probably because i'm devoid of much particular fun! i may visit katie tonight. i don't know. it kinda feels like there's no one i can visit like normal that wouldn't act like i'm imposing or something. i haven't been running or anything for at least a week. i really ought to, but i'm just finding it hard to find motivation. s'ok. the sun'l come out tomarrow!!!! *begins insane singing as i doze off* need... fun...