only me

This is my journal site just for me and the few who stumble upon it. I'm not sure I want my friends to see it, but I guess I'll be okay if they do. Feel free to read and enjoy!

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

.I'm, possibly, dying now.

If he wanted to talk to me, to change my mind, he could have and he would have. But he didn't. He waited to talk to her. And that's just the way it is. ------------------------------------------------- I can’t stand to fly I’m not that naive I’m just out to find The better part of me I’m more than a bird...I’m more than a plane More than some pretty face beside a train It’s not easy to be me I Wish that I could cryFall upon my knees Find a way to lie About a home I’ll never see It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive Even Heroes have the right to bleedI may be disturbed...but won’t you concede Even Heroes have the right to dream It’s not easy to be me Up, up and away...away from meIt’s all right...You can all sleep sound tonight I’m not crazy...or anything… I can’t stand to fly I’m not that naive Men weren’t meant to ride With clouds between their knees I’m only a man in a silly red sheet Digging for kryptonite on this one way streetOnly a man in a funny red sheetLooking for special things inside of me It’s not easy to be me.

Saturday, February 12, 2005

Today - OO

Hey World... Listening to "True" always screws with my mind, but today especially! It's like I'm falling into the song, like I do (though less severe than falling into a certain pair of brown eyes, it's still pretty potent). Can't explain how, either way. Whatever. I'll probably just listen to it about 4,000 times and I might, maybe, get tired of it. I'm officially in love with this special. So far, the DJ's aren't that annoying and I've gotten to hear "Addicted to You" (Simple Plan), "True" (Ryan Caberera), a slightly painful "Over and Over" (Usher), and now I get "Since You Been Gone" (Kelly Clarkson) ("I even fell for that stupid love song...") SCREWY HEAD!!!!! (yeah, sure1)

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

fairies!!!

kawaii, desu ne?
Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.

I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.

What type of teenager are you?
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