today

today i got into outdoor school!! week 3, which is not exactly what i wanted, but it was my second choice, and there is like a 2% chance that unnamed email buddie may have that week too. i miss my katieness! she's still sick! my friends make me really happy and hyper, and she is one of the top on the hyperating list. we hang out. but i guess she's sick. anyway, i did really well on my apush practice thingie, with not spelling errors and it sounded really good. i read valadi's, and i felt so bad because i am honest in these matters. it either sounds good or not, is written right or not. art is an interpreting process. it is good to some and probably not to others. i am nice in art critiques, for the most part. but this is fact, and so i was brutal. i just told the truth. i was confusededed!!! there was lots of random, unconnected puritan, quaker, and pilgrim stuff. werent the pilgrims puritans?! maybe i'm off or something. what else happened today. i got bit by ryan in art. oh well, that's just ryan. last night i drew a pretty good person, but she didn't look like me, which is probably good, cause i'm hop'in i'm prettier than she is. i got an email from topher and had to respond twice because the computer deleted it before i could send (and i do mean right before). i think i need some fun. i'm being more depressed the past few days, probably because i'm devoid of much particular fun! i may visit katie tonight. i don't know. it kinda feels like there's no one i can visit like normal that wouldn't act like i'm imposing or something. i haven't been running or anything for at least a week. i really ought to, but i'm just finding it hard to find motivation. s'ok. the sun'l come out tomarrow!!!! *begins insane singing as i doze off* need... fun...

heyye

Water Goddess. You like peace and serenity and are
usually content with life.

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ummm..

You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone freidnship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.

What season are you? (pics)
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foolish me!!!

You are the Fool card. The Fool fearlessly begins
the journey into the unknown. To do this, he
does not regard the world he knows as firm and
fixed. He has a seemingly reckless disregard
for obstacles. In the Ryder-Waite deck, he is
seen stepping off a cliff with his gaze on the
sky, and a rainbow is there to catch him. In
order to explore and expand, one must disregard
convention and conformity. Those in the throes
of convention look at the unconventional,
non-conformist personality and think What a
fool. They lack the point of view to understand
The Fool's actions. But The Fool has roots in
tradition as one who is closest to the spirit
world. In many tribal cultures, those born with
strange and unusual character traits were held
in awe. Shamans were people who could see
visions and go on journeys that we now label
hallucinations and schizophrenia. Those with
physical differences had experience and
knowledge that the average person could not
understand. The Fool is God. The number of the
card is zero, which when drawn is a perfect
circle. This circle represents both emptiness
and infinity. The Fool is not shackled by
mountains and valleys or by his physical body.
He does not accept the appearance of cliff and
air as being distinct or real. Image from: Mary
DeLave http://www.marydelave.com/

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this must be like the telephone

no email today. this must be like what it's like to expect a boy to call you and just keep waiting. it shouldnt matter anyway. i don't really have a full-fledged crush, i don't think, and even if i did, it's a bit far fetched, mostly cause he's a senior at franklin. i'm just being silly. i still want to see him again, but i should probably give it up, for a while. computer talking always makes these things fizzle anyway. fizzle and die. i hope that doesn't happen, at least. or that the emails don't just stop. i don't think either is really worse, just different. i just hope to talk in person again soon. i really need to think about something else more perminently. ahhhh! so, i'm really tired, which possibly makes no sense because i stayed home until lunch after going to bed at 9ish. i just feel quesy and warm. my notes aren't done yet and i have to do them and some that would be due today but i can probably get away with turning in tommarow because i didn't go to the class. i only slept in till about 8:30-9:00, but i am just off and on sick. i think i need a "katie fix" as i like to call it. she is one of my very best friends and i just feel much more hyper and happy when i can look forward to seeing her, and then actually see her. she has been sick for almost two school days. i suppose it's not that long, but i've been about twice as morbid today as usual. that's no fun. life is for fun! tommarow would start out soooo great, okay perfect, if the very very improbable happened. 1.) katie came back and we had lots of fun together like normal 2.) i would find out pretty early that i got into outdoor school week 4 and that i get to work in plants 3.) topher wrote and asked me to go to oaks park with him and 4.) we found out we both got week 4, plants! yay! i'm going to bask in the glow of improbability!

ods!!!!

i love outdoor school! i really do! i got to go to the workshop this weekend, and i think it may have been one of the first times i have seriously thought about something that could actually make me really happy as a constant for the future. i went to Milk Creek, Adams camp, and i made friends pretty easily and i got to show off my leadership skills. i keep getting more confident. why shouldn't i? i know i'm great. i met a boy there, a senior while i'm a sophmore. he was kinda cute. we hung out, along with some others sometimes, alone sometimes, most of saturday. it's so easy to be completely outgoing at outdoor school. i REALLY hope i get in! i want week 4, which will probably be the hardest to get into because most of the kids will be boys, hence, so will the councilors (not that that's a bad thing). i really want to teach plants, botany, (green team all the way!) because he was in the same feild study as me, we talked all the way to the second bus (about an hour or so). he goes to franklin. he really is very cute. i wasn't afraid to offer my email, and he took particular lengths to write it down. he wrote me already, actually the night we got off the bus. whatever, he was just fun. maybe, hopefully, i might see him again. oo..

meness

Hopeless Flirt

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