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I suppose I'm only writing here because I NEED to vent and apparently have no other way of doing so without being titled a completely horrifying word, but I am SO PISSED!!! And privately, I have a right to be. I am so sick of having to watch all my boyfriend's female friends flirting with him right in front of me! I realize that flirting is fun, especially when it's with a cute (and apparently, oblivious) guy like Zach, but for flipper's sake if I can limit my flirting to my bf then for goodness sake they can scratch one simple name from the hoaring list! I don't even have any close friends to talk to here anymore, and pretty well no one I trust to REALLY keep secrets, so I'm pretty much screwed if I need to talk about anything the boy can't know about. This fricking sucks!!! Stephanie seems really nice, so maybe we'll get to be better friends, but otherwise, I'm just barely skating through the hours and hours of school each day. It's like my head is going to explode. Plus, all this stress is starting to give me daily headaches. My problem is that I care too much, but if I don't care, then what do I have? Nothing. That's it. Nothing.
